Is it worth it? This sounds like a rude question in any
situation, and downright cynical in reference to the kingdom of heaven. Most people ask
this question with poor motives, at best. But the question itself brings to mind an
important truth: God created us for happiness. As such, we instinctively want to know if a
proposition will bring us closer to this happiness. Is it worth it? Will the reward be
worth the sacrifice? It is good to ask this question when paying for a movie, a meal,
or a car. It is even better to ask when facing the sacrifice necessary for the Christian
life. Is it worth it?
In the parables of the buried treasure and the pearl of great price (Mt 13:44-46), our
Lord promises us that, yes, the kingdom of heaven is indeed worth the sacrifice. Nor is
this the only time He speaks of reward. In the Sermon on the Mount He commands the
persecuted to rejoice and be glad, for your reward will be great in heaven (Mt
5:12). Indeed, He encourages us to store up treasure in heaven that no thief can reach
nor moth destroy (Lk 12:33).
Of course, we should strive to love God simply because He is entirely good and
deserving of our love. But neither should we lose sight of the reward God Himself has
promised. Our need to know that there will be a reward for our sacrifice corresponds to
our God-given desire for happiness. [F]or anyone who approaches God must believe that
he exists and that he rewards those who seek him (Heb 11:6).
Even the saints, who reached the point of loving God for His own sake, still hoped for
the promised reward. Towards the end of his life, St. Paul declared, From now on the
crown of righteousness awaits me, which the Lord, the just judge, will award to me on that
day (2 Tim 3:8). Someone once remarked to Mother Teresa that he would not do what she
does for a million dollars. Mother Teresa responded, "I wouldn't do this for a
million dollars either." No earthly reward motivated her. She was storing up treasure
in heaven.
Further, the promise of reward inspires virtue. Knowledge of the buried treasure and
the pearl of great price stirred the courage and perseverance necessary for the men to
begin and carry out their bold plans.
More importantly, the martyrs remained faithful under the cruelest and most painful
executions because they kept the reward of heaven foremost in their minds. They desired to
gain the buried treasure and the pearl of great price.
St. Paul compares the Christians desire for reward to the athletes. In the
midst of a painful workout, difficult training, limited diet and regimented schedule, an
athlete focuses on the prize. Even more so should the Christian, in the midst of
struggles, temptations, difficult prayer, mortification or persecution, keep in mind
heavenly rewards. Every virtue necessary in our daily routine such as patience,
temperance, courage, justice and, most of all, charity has as its goal the
possession of the treasure, the pearl, of heaven. Every athlete exercises discipline in
every way. They do it to win a perishable crown, but we an imperishable one (1Cor
9:25).
Growth in the spiritual life brings the understanding that the ultimate reward for
sacrifice is God Himself. Our desire for reward should be like that of St. Thomas Aquinas.
After writing a treatise on the Blessed
Sacrament, he heard Christ speak to him: You have written well of me, Thomas. What
will you have as your reward? The Angelic Doctor replied, Nothing but Thyself, O
Lord.