It seemed like any other evening shift at the steel company
as Bill Pelke sat up in the cab of his crane. But that night
changed his life forever.
He spent the time reflecting on the life and death of his
grandmother, Ruth. In the year and a half since her murder,
Pelke had yet to ask God why He had taken her.
Ruth was a faithful Baptist who had a passion for telling
Bible stories to children. "Whenever the church doors were
open, she was there," he said. The four teenage girls
involved in her robbery turned murder first came to her home
on the pretense of wanting to hear about Christ.
Pelke thought about how his grandma would've felt at the
trial when her murderer, 15-year-old Paula Cooper, was
sentenced to death. He pictured his grandmother and imagined
tears of love and compassion streaming down her cheeks.
He thought about when Jesus instructed His apostles to
forgive not seven times, but 70 times seven, or when He was
dying on the cross and cried out to heaven, "Father, forgive
them for they know not what they do."
"Paula Cooper didn't know what she was doing when she stabbed
my grandma 33 times," Pelke thought to himself. He began to
pray, and knew he no longer wanted to see Cooper die. As he
left work that night, Pelke resolved to share his
grandmother's faith with Cooper.
Pelke fought for the young woman's sentence to be served in
prison and years later co-founded Journey of Hope, a
nationwide group of family members of murder victims who
speak about forgiveness and alternatives to the death
penalty. Pelke recently spoke at Our Lady, Queen of Peace
Church in Arlington, along with death penalty exoneree Shujaa
Graham.
Other members of Journey of Hope attended the presentation,
including George White, whose wife was murdered. White -
though innocent - served two years in prison for the crime
before being exonerated. The real killer has never been
found.
SueZann Bolser's father, a Church of the Brethren pastor in
Florida, was stabbed to death while Bolser was left for dead
beside him. Though years had passed since her father's death,
Bolser, as with the others, still teared up telling the
story.
In spite of the tremendous pain they felt and the anger they
held onto, sometimes for years, each of the Journey of Hope
members spoke about the freeing power of forgiveness. Letting
go of their hatred relieved them of a tremendous burden.
"Revenge is never ever the answer," said Pelke. "Forgiveness
is a way of life."
Graham had been in juvenile detention facilities for much of
his youth. He ended up on California's San Quentin death row
in 1976 after being accused of murdering a guard during an
uprising at Deul Vocational Institute. Students in the
community rallied to his defense and mobilized others to
fight for his cause.
Graham suffered while in prison. "I never contemplated
suicide when I was on death row, but I can remember nights
where things got so bad that it was perfectly ok if I went to
sleep and never woke up," he said.
After four draining trials, the jury found him not guilty.
"After 11 years, my nightmare had finally come to an end," he
said. "But you never forget, you always remember. What if
California would have had their way?"
Reading the work of Martin Luther King Jr. helped Graham cope
with the anger he felt after his time in prison. "I had to
fight hard to deal with that anger," he said. He hopes
Americans can move past using violence as a solution to
violence.
"We as a society can evolve and protect our citizens without
resorting to violence. What's the difference between a
murderer and a state who murders?" he said. "Please do not
continue to go down this dangerous and endless cycle of
violence. Everyone is a human being first and foremost."
Di Mauro can be reached at zdimauro@catholicherald.com or on
Twitter @zoeydimauro.